Sunday, October 31, 2004

My thought

After a few days, I finally come to my sense. Some people might think “Vincent has gone mad”, “He is craze”. I don’t care. I am what I am. No one can change it. The damage has been done, the scar will always remain. I was forcing myself to become like Jokaar. He is somewhat unconcern about peoples thought. He is totally different. I want to be him. But somehow he is affected by me. The dominant me. Even he himself is becoming like me. I know this is kinda complicated to understand and the same comment I will get is “Vincent is indeed crazy”. Sometimes I cannot care a lot of what people gonna say.

“Edward and his son Max is traveling to PJ village. Edward is riding the donkey while his son Max is on the ground. The reach Subang village. The Subang villager saw then and gossip out loud “What kind of father will let his son suffer walking while he is comfortably riding the donkey”. Edward was very embarrassed by that comment and he let his son ride the donkey while he will be walking on the ground. After they left Subang Village and they reach to Uptown. One of the townsmen saw then and gossips out loud “What kinds of son will his father to suffer walking while he is enjoying the ride”. Max felt embarrassed by his comment and decide to walk on the ground together with his father. After they departed uptown and arrive to Downtown. An auntie was laughing and yells at them “Are you stupid? You both have a nice donkey but you people are still walking on the ground? Hahahaha”. This time the father and son are mad and decide to ride the donkey together. After they leave Downtown and finally arrive to PJ Village. Their Uncle Vincent came and scold them both “Are you both still have a “heart”? Why you two must torture this poor little donkey. It is so weak and you two still riding on it?”

What you can understand from that story? Let me tell you what I understand from that story. Do what you think is best. You can’t care much for what the other people see you. If you always wanted to show what people wanted to see you best, you suffer in the end. That why I never really care if anyone really can’t accept that I am in fact kinda “wacko” in your community term. I enjoy what I am. Isn’t that is the real meaning of life? Enjoying what you are? I can’t explain much. I always believe that people have their own ways to view things. Below is one of the examples.


You see the musician or the lady face in the FIRST view? Some will be musician and some will be lady face. That is what I call different type of people have different perspective. I can’t force people to see what I see. You have to understand it by yourself. Then only one can attain true knowledge.

I have finally realized that I cannot force things to happen. I couldn’t be the bad guy which I have always imagined in some of my amazing stories. I couldn’t deny people request, I just naturally can’t. I tell lie but to certain level, I will tell the truth, I couldn’t really cheat someone on a long term. That is my true nature; I couldn’t really force myself to change it. I can’t. Every change must be happen naturally else you can’t achieve it. So, I am still the foolish Vincent all a long.

In this realistic world, my thought is not worth in term of financial value. So, you guys can forget it what I have been blabbing since the beginning. Every thing seems to be linked in a circle…

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Meat the Meat

Before reading this boring post, CP this video link
http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/video.asp?video=mym2002&Player=wm&speed=_med

After you have view this clip, what will you think? Stop eating meat and become a vegetarian immediately? That is ridiculous. Yes, I do felt pity for those animals. Yet, they are still the source of our food.

Why not become a vegetarian. The very answer I can give you is money. You think becoming a vegetarian is cheap? Try and go to any vegetarian restaurant and order those meatless foods. You will see the price. Ok, you decide that you will just eat vegetable everyday. You can but I think you will suffer from lack of nutrient. Those who eat vegetable everyday are those Chinese monks from China. Why they can survive? That is because they do not need to work a lot. The stress level is almost zero. All they do is meditating, praying, maybe sweeping floor? We on the other hand, the people of concrete jungle have a lot more do to and a lot more stress to overcome. We won’t survive with 24/7 vegetable.

I do admit that I and Vince are not vegetable fans. We both are carnivores. We ate 10-20% of vegetable and 80% of meat in our entire life. Well, probably what we can do is, appreciate the food. Try not to waste food. Me and Vince have waste food before, but try to make is less and toward zero wastage. It is not like you are too full and still force to finish it? So, you want to kill you self? COMMON SENSE took place again. People have told me that “If the buying stops, the killing can too”. Oh come on, on earth we have almost 6 billion people. Let say 10% of them are pure vegetarian. How can you stop 5.4 billion people to stop eating meat? People have been consuming meat back in the Stone Age. That phrase was really naïve. The government can’t even stop the piracy which happening in our own country. How to even stop the world?

Well, unless there was some sort of food which will replace meat at a lower cost. Unless there is a WORLD body which will put up a law to PROHIBIT CONSUMING MEAT. Then I can say this campaign can run successfully. But there wasn’t any thing like that yet. The vegetarian food is still expensive. So, all we can do is, TRY (I said TRY) to be a vegetarian for a day or two in the entire month. My master told me that is good, I have followed his way. Some Chinese became vegetarian on every 1st and 15th in every month (based on Chinese calendar). Some of Vince catholic friends told him that they must be vegetarian on every Friday. All we can say is try the level best not to waste food. Well, if you have a credit card and decide to support PETA, you can go to www.goveg.com

I think that is all I can say for now. Maybe I can write more but I think I will stop for today. Well, is there anyone care to give me a comment? It is boring to have me talk alone. A world without challenger is a boring world.

-JOKAAR-

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Tuesday

I have taken over since last Saturday. What can see after a long sleep is that Vincent room is a total mess. That is not very acceptable. But I have some matter to attend, so that I cannot begin the cleaning operation yet. The thing I wish to change is the lifestyles which Vince has develop. Sleeping at 6am is not a healthy one. So, yesterday I began to sleep at 11pm. But too bad his body reject the early rest time so I have to wake up at 2am. Played Doom 3 for a while till 5am. Then I found out that I am still very fresh. I decided to call that a morning.

I went to the kitchen and have breakfast. Then around 6am I began to clean Vince room. That room was full of books and CDs. Have to organize back for him. How lucky he is. Cleaning process took almost 3 hours. Then I began to enjoy this cleaned room. Surfing net and reading books. Then after a while, the physical began to tired and I have to sleep at 11am. Too bad that I couldn’t initialize my lifestyle into Vince body. Well, I will keep trying.

Woke up at 4pm. Well, a “good” start. Then, open my Azureus and check on my download list. Some of the items have already available. Stephen Kings IT. It was the old times scary movie which gave a scare to Vince when he was a kid. After I gave it a view, it seems that the “old” horror movie seems to be very boring. It couldn’t give me a scare.

At 8.30pm as usual, I had my dinner. Then I sat on the living room watching TV. I wasn’t paying attention to what I am watching because I am thinking of something. Well, around 9.30pm, I saw several MSN message. Chipz then called me for a yumcha session. I said ok and I will be there at 11pm.

Have a few skirmishes with Edward in Generals. The first were Infantry General (Me) Vs. Tank General(Ed). I won the first battle. He then told me “I know how to fight the second battle” said Edward. I think those word I should made some precaution, so instead of Infantry, I use normal USA. Next battle will be USA vs. Tank General(Ed). I won again the second battle. He never anticipated my next tactic.

I look at the time, it is 10.30pm. I took a shower and I took off to SS2 Murni, the usual place where Vince will have his yumcha session with his friends. The attendances were Sunny Skylines. We chatted until 2am. We planned to go Cyber Café after this but the two faraway KL people seems to be tired. So, we cancel the plan and went home. I slept at 4am. End of journal.

-JOKAAR-

Monday, October 25, 2004

Honest People

What I can comment about honest people. Yes, most of the people prefer to have an honest friend. The one which will not cheat on them. The one who will tell you the truth. There are certain types of honest people. Well, I could not recall it but I can tell you HONEST people a few things. NOT to be 100% honest.

“People like you will most probably get KILLED by people rather then dying from old age. Heck you people probably not even DIE from disease or any symptom.”

Honest people is much appreciated. OVER honest people can go DIE. A few advices I can give ya’ DO NOT OVER HONEST on something. It can make people mad and can get you in trouble.

When you see people having something like a nice car or a beautiful girlfriend, they do not like people to give bad comment about them. Are you out of your mind to comment it in front of the OWNER like “Hey, your car suxx”. Friend might probably forgive you because he think you might be joking with him. You can repeat it, but not too often. But, it is also depends on type of friend. You cannot really do that on every people. This is because every HUMAN is DYNAMICLY different. “Hey. I notice your girl got big boobs”. Well, on this comment, I think you are looking for DEATH. Commenting in front of the owner is like asking “Hey, KILL me”. You can do it at the back of the stage but not in front of the owner HONEST people.

There is one scenario O’Honest people. When you saw people drop his wallet at the streets, it is better to ignore it. Or maybe you can call him/her to pickup back but you have to be cautious. This is because some CONMAN like to use this tactic to con you. First, they might advertise something like

ConMan:Thankz, gosh, I might loss RM5K if it wasn’t you
Honest U: You are welcome
-After this, the CM might decide to buy u a drink or maybe start his conversation on the streets-
CM: Well, I am actually a model agency, and I am desperately looking for candidate. You look like a model to me
-Well, if you decide to buy his story, then 90% 88-
HU:Well, really? How is the procedure
CM: well, you have to enroll this class which cost RM,RM,RM,RM. But do not fear, when you are ready, you can earn USD,USD,USD, and such.
-If you really going to buy that, ok, you are a FOOL, tell you what, a lot of fool have been con-

There is one scenario which not really related o Honesty but Greediness. Well, in the bank, you have withdrawn some cash and let say RM5K. Then on the way to out, you saw a man, let call him CONMAN drop some cash on the floor. Then suddenly another man, let name him CM2, pickup the cash and approach you.

CM2: hey man, pretend you didn’t see anything. Here, you take half.
Greedy U: Ok
-After that, CM2 disappear. Later on, out of no where, CONMAN appear in front of you with a few people, sometimes alone-
CONMAN: hey, you just pickup my money.
GU: No, I didn’t
CONMAN: Yes you did, give me back or I call the police. I have the serial number of each cash
-At that time, almost 80% of GU will felt nervous and decide to tell the truth-
GU: Ok, ok, here, take back.
CM: No, I want to check.
-At this point, the CONMAN have some “special” skills which I don’t even know how to tell you. He will somehow take your RM5K together with his “bait” money. In the end, you lost the money and your own RM5K.-

That scenario was show on a newspaper. A lot more the CONMAN can do with HONEST people. When people did not ask you HONEST comment, please don’t be too honest. They are most likely asking for you compliment instead of your honesty. I know you are honest because you want people to be good. Come on, people know what he/she has to do, it is not your right to comment them in such a way. Honesty cannot be applying straight forward. Those are idiots I tell you.

This is like telling people “Hey, uncle, don’t smoke la, it is not good for health and bla bla bla” First of all, the on you called uncle seems to live longer then you, eat more salt then you eat rice. So please, SHUT the HELL UP. You think he don’t know how bad is the smoke. He just can’t stop taking it. Sometimes you have to really mind your own business rather then telling people what to do. Use COMMON SENSE. Not like a blind fly banging here and there.

Let me tell you O’Honest people. The one who can really give a DIRECT STRAIGHT FORWARD comment will be someone have higher rank then you. Like the CEO and you the Asst. Supervisor or etc. That is different because he is the one you must please to get promotion and such. He is the one who will give you opportunity. Got it? Unless you don’t want to earn his money or want to get yourself killed, say it what you want.

Tell you what O’Honest people, do not be 100% honest on everything. You will suffer in the end. You will make more enemy in the end. You will make a lot of unhappy people in the end. You will DIE first in the end.

-JOKAAR-

Sunday, October 24, 2004

My own Limit


I pass the 1st LVL 100. I reach Level 112

Later I decided to take this photo to indicate I have reach Level 183. As u can see, when I pass level 100 and score arround millions, the last digit is not very visible.

Ok, I gone tired and bored. I keep winning, almost cannot lose. I have memorize the pattern of this game. Almost 99% I can win every round. The 1% will be some mistake which i couldnt find. Well, I have Level 200 and 3Millions of score. I stopped. I have reach my limit of patience. Watashiwa Genkai.

A fool...

In these past few days, I keep on thinking. Am I a fool? I can’t stop thinking. Sometimes, I will have a thought like “Did I hurt his/her feeling?” “Am I doing the right thing?” Heck, what is the right thing? In my whole life, I keep thinking on people feelings before I do something. And sometimes I can totally ignore other people feeling and proceed. What is this? U know, sometimes, people ask me to do a favor, if that is accomplishable I will do it. But, this sometimes depends on whom is asking. Some people can somehow ask me to do something which I dun like to do. I dunno why. Somehow they manage to influence me to do it. As a fool, I do it as they requested. I can’t even think of a way to reject it. Is this because my nature is “Too Good as a Fool”?. Sometimes, or maybe most of the times, I wont get any reward for helping them. Mostly I can get is “Thank You”. Some even dun say a word. Like I am born to serve them.

I admire the spirit of a samurai. They code ask them to do good deeds and such. Not only the samurai, but also the Chinese martial artist ETHIC which ask you to “fight the evil to protect the weak”. I am really fond to those ethics. While my father also brainwash me in a way that I won’t blindly follow those “way”. Well, I always like to tell myself that “Do not follow wat people tell you, process in your mind then only decide”. That is what I did. Still, after a long time practicing my own way of living as helpful people as possible, I kinda find something. I kinda have these feeling that thinking myself to be too “soft-hearted”. That why I can’t be a leader. I don’t like to make difficult choice. I use to think this word when I preparing for my Samurai audition

“Why a profit must always be measure as money? Why not knowledge? If everyone also have a mind set to “Take” rather then “Give”, where those taker gonna take from? I decided to be one of the “Give”. “

After a while of thinking while writing this blog, I began to think again “Yes, indeed I am a fool”. The second personality, which has slept for a long time, awoke again. He said to me “Why? Tired to be a “fool””. He sound so sarcastic. He was created as an opposite of me. Still I manage to take charge because I am still the dominant personality, this personality is not strong enough to make things happen. In this past year, he also got influence of my foolishness. He said “ Every time when I woke up, there must be some trouble in u”. Yes, he knew, every time when my mind is in trouble he will wake up from slept. Why I must be the good guy? A foolish good guy? What I will get? Last time, I used to think this way.

“Doing good deeds is not necessary asking for reward. Reward will come to u when times comes. Reward is not be necessary be money, it can be a lot of forms”

Why, I think that way? I am such a fool. People ask me to fetch them here and there, I will say “ok”. People ask me to help them buy this and that, I will say “ok”. People ask me to return call because they bill is high, I will say “ok”. “Joe, my pc got prob la, can come on Tuesday and help me”, I say OK. “Hey, my car broke down, can fetch me tomorrow” I say OK.”Hey, I go to next counter for a while, you stay here watch for me OK? I say OK.

After A long thinking. I decided to let Jokaar to Kill Vincent. I hope that somehow I can die while Jokaar takeover me. I am tired to be a FOOL. Yes, I am tired of this. I want to be the BAD guy whom I always have imagine in some of my “Amazing Stories”. I really hoped I can be like them. They are the so-called “DEVIL” which they can do anything they like without any humanity in their mind. Also, those girl which last time I love, I have to put an END to it. Why must I waste my time to please them? Why dun they please me back instead? It was the foolish thing I made every time I wanna court a girl. I guess this is unfair. To hell with my “Fair doesn’t exist, only Balance” theory. I want fairness’, now I decided NOT to be a “Fool Vincent” on this.. In the time being, I am not gonna put any FEELINGs on girls. I dun wanna waste my time, energy, life, resources and BLA BLA on this. From today on, I just wanna ENJOY my life and only CARE for MYSELF. Hopefully, Vincent can DIE while Jokaar LIVES!

Saturday, October 23, 2004

My score

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Several weeks ago, batista send me this game http://www.bigfishgames.com/online/5spots/5spots.html

I played for a while and I find it kinda boring...but later when I saw Ryan got so high score and he ask for people to show him what is high score, I decided to show him. And here is my score...kepala pecah already...

Friday, October 22, 2004

Crap movie review

There were several movies I have seen this past month. They were Resident Evil: Apocalypse, Bourne Supremacy and The Terminal. Let me do some review on it =p.

Resident Evil was nice. A movie which full of actions. Well, it was about a city which was infected with T-Virus. And the main character was Alice, Jill, and Carlos. Well, dunno wat to say but this movie for me, it is worth to watch. Much better then Alien Vs. Predator. This sequel was based on Resident Evil 2 and Resident Evil 3 Nemesis and Resident Evil Code: Veronica. For those Resident Evil fans, they will know what I am talking about when thy see this movie

Bourne Supremacy was about a man who forgot his identity. Then he was framed his gf kena murdered. So, he went to several locations in the world to find out what happen. This movie is like those “mind movie” where each plot will show u how “smart” main character are. Well actually this was the sequel of Bourne Identify. I give 4.5 stars out of 5 stars.

The Terminal, what can I say, the most hilarious movie I have ever seen. Really funny la. It was about a foreign which somehow got stuck in the Terminal and he cannot go out to US and cannot return home. The airport will be his temporary home. Well, this one really really funny. MUST watch. 5 out of 5 v(^_^)v

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Finish Exam, having fun...

After the exam, kinda boring day. Hmm…Playing games like Sims 2, HALO, Battlefield and Generals. Darn, in Generals, Chip, Kevin batista have improved dramatically until I cannot fight them already. Ryan…he was good, but later on I found him suxx to the muxx. Only knows how to defend his own skin. Most of the battle, it will be Kevin + Chip + Batista Vs Me + Ryan. Mostly are losing battle. Even though it look like 3 on 2. But actually it is 1 attack 3 and 3 attack 1. Ryan is the defender who only defend his own skin while I attack. How can I attack alone? I have 1 tank they have 3 tanks. Sure lose la. I also not that expert to kill 3. ryan, u sux =p. Nvm, I have to figure a way to defeat 3.

On last Friday, I went to Qbar Sunway with Zibytes. Zibytes composed of Jason, Henry, Sai Seng, Ripin and Frederick. Also, Henry brought her GF and Jason brought his Ipoh fren called Kian Meng. 8 person we brought 2 liquor( I dunno it is called liquor or wine. but not BEER). Each is RM210, which is RM420 and each pay RM50. This is just my 2nd time Clubbing. The 1st was in Atmosphere. Atmosphere was nice because the music composed by the DJ is great. But I think Qbar better because the service is better. Well, the 1st bottle got one waitress come and served the 1st cup. She know how to “mix” it. Well, it was nice =p. Sai Seng, sleep after the 2nd cup. I was 10% drunk I yell at him “Pay RM50 to sleep here?” kekekekeke. Then we all chat, drink, play and dance. Then Henry GF which I dunno the name =p, began to corrupt Frederick to smoke=p. Well, Frederick nature, he will not smoke…kekeke no matter how he is corrupted, but drink ok la. Then she start to corrupt me. Keep on giving me the pack of cigarette. Well, I also dun smoke. Because I believe as a martial artist, I shouldn’t smoke coz I have to utilize my “Chi”. Kekekekeke. Still she want to corruptor me. Then finally…still no smoke. I tell her that “ I can drink 1000 cup with u also no prob, but I wont even smoke one cigarette =p.” Hmm, I think the drinking habit I inherit from my father. That why I like to drink also =p. Still, just a once a while habit, coz I have no many to go clubbing every week like my other frens. Just dinner event or clubbing only drink.

Well, after finish the 1st bottler, we open our last bottle. The 1st one is 37% alcohol and the second is 43%. After I drank the 2 cup of the 2nd bottle, I think the effect started to kick in. I still have conscious but it seems that I have to put more concentration in order to maintain that level of conscious. That feeling was actually great…kekeke.Later on, I think I am 50% drunk dy. Still I am conscious but the mind keep telling me to behave mischief =p. Well, during that time, Henry gf is I think 80% or more drunk lioa. Pass out dy =p. Sai Seng was sleeping from the beginning. Fred was ok, coz I think he din drink much. Kian Meng, hmm go vomit. but I dunno how drunk he is coz I was busy chatting with Jason. I think Jason, me , henry and Ripin is 50% drunk lor.

After a while Henry took her gf and put into his car to rest. Other also go to Jason car to rest, left me and Jason chatting. Well, when people drunk, they tend to love chatting =p. After a while Sai Seng came in and tell us to go out and rest. So, bye bye Qbar. I sat at the road side with Zibytes and chat for a while. Later on, I felt that I am now 40% drunk. Then Zibyes as me to go to his place to stay. I said my house much neared =p. then they go. Hmm…after this, Zibytes member mostly will return to their hometown…hmm…looking forward to have fun with them next time =p.

Well, after the event, I dint went home, I promised Sunny Skyline to go Cyber Café. That time was 2.30am. I drove to SS15 which they are located. Well, they told me not to come becoz I am drunk, still I can drive perfectly, this I think also inherit from my father. Coz last time when I follow my dad to drink, he drunk like crazy also can drive very perfectly. But upon reach home, he will collapse like no tomolo. Still, I did not collapse becoz I think I am not that drunk. I still can play games until 5.30 am with them. Then went I drove home, I think I am no more drunk. Tototally fine. Then another boring day…

I like to add that the Trojan War has been canceled becoz the WAR was over. =p

My job as a Mascot =p

Well, just went interview for a job. Good pay. RM1800 + 2 meals provided and RM50 elaun for each training day. I went with Sunny Skyline and Sai Seng. Inorder to not confused u all Sunny Skyline is the PD group consist of Vincent(me), Chipz(Tze Loong),Kevin, Ryan and Batista(Wei Ming). Sai seng belongs to Zibytes. Well, went to PWTC for the interview. There were some post like Team Leader, Floor Manager,Security,tech asst. mascot, sales, narrator ,ticketing and secretarial. Since I don’t like to touch stuff involve money so I dun wan to be ticketing and sales. Narrator? I dun speak well, and I might mislead them =p. team leader and Floor Manager? Nah, I will lead u all to hell. Security? Well, I can fight, but I dun like to hurt people, no way. So left Tech Asst. Secretarial and mascot. The application form ask me to pick 3. So I pick those 3. Chipz was to be tech Asst. or Sales, Kevin was sales, Ryan Team Leader, Sai Seng sales, batista mascot. Then we wait for their call.

guess wat, 2 weeks later, The company called me to attend the training…as mascot. Well, kinda funny job but I’ll take it =p. the funny things is, Ryan became Security instead of Team Leader, Kevin+Chipz+Batista became MASCOT. WAHAHHAAHAH laugh la…now u also mascot =p. Well, start training on 4th of Nov and work on 5th Nov. Too bad, Sai Seng was not in…The exhibition was about internal organ and mostly cater for children. It is held in Mid Valley. Now, wait for work then get $$$ =p.

Kickstart Audition

Hahahah a lot of things happen lately hehe…couldn’t recall what happen in detail the past month but I’ll try =p. Well, I am chosen as a participant for Nescafe Kickstart. Ryan is also one of the participants. It was a big surprise because my dream job was to be a “Samurai”…and Ryan was “Ninja”. That was lame…still we were chosen. Ryan’s audition was on 26th Sept while mine is on 3rd Oct. I went for Ryan’s audition to give him some support. There were me, Ryan, Kevin and Wei Ming. Well, it was quite funny when Ryan came out from the audition and the girls from the registration counter said “ Ninja came out liao”…kekekekekeke. After that, we all went to makan =p

As for my audition…well, I have prepared all my stuff. My sword, cloth and etc. Went to Hilton Hotel for my audition. Kevin, Sai Seng, and Ryan also came with me to give me support =p. I was surprised to see Harjit Singh =p. His dream job was to be a model…gaya man, he wear those cloth like those in The Matrix =p. There was a girl, hmm I dunno wat race she was but she has an iguana on her shoulder. She said she want to be an Animal Rescue Care. She said that her house got a lot of animals like snakes. Iguana, rabbit, this and that. I was thinking…”Home Zoo”…kekekekekeke. Then when I went in to the waiting room with my “battle uniform”…all participant look at me…I was like hahahaha a big joker just went in =p. Then later on, a Nescafe rep called Jane interviewed me Well, not all people got interviewed =p, just random, maybe I am too “unique” yeeee…Well, she ask a lot like, why Samurai and those stuff. Well, she was a good listener…I like that. Then she took my picture for her record. Later on, when my turn comes, I was very nervous. I went to another waiting room and wait. Then went they call me in, I was so nervous and I said “Good Morning in the evening. One of the judges said “Good Evening”…then I was like shit!....Well, there were 4 judges. 2 Male, 1 female, 1 I dunno it is a female or male. Kekeke. Then the female ask me to explain about my stuff. So, I told them a long story. Then like usual, they ask me, why wanna become a samurai, why not karate, and bal bla. I said, Samurai is rare..so I want to make one =p. then the female shoot me with this Q. “Why u want to be this kind of Job, U think got profit?” Her tone sounds like “You are stupid to do no profit stuff”. I couldn’t give her a good answer…I said that well, profit, who knows…I wanna try. Well, I should say

“Profits is not necessary be MONEY, it can be knowledge. If everyone decide to “Take” rather then “Give”, where u all gonna “Take”?. Further more, during the ancient time, when I say I can build a machine which can fly, will u believe me? Still, we have fighter jet”

That is the best answer which I didn’t say…ARRGGGHH…Well, audition end but still not the end. I am interviewed again by a TV actress Sharol. In front of the camera….I think it gonna be out to the street….darn…big joker out of the street…Well after the interview, the camera man took a few shot and then take me somewhere for another shooting. After those, I went home.