Story about Vincent, Jokaar, and Joe Part II [CONCLUDE]
It is strange for people to know I am such person, but I don’t really care. As far as I am concern, if he did not cause any trouble, then it is fine. It was I who unconsciously created Jokaar. I need someone to talk to when I am down, depress, disappointed, sad. But so far, I can’t really find an ideal listener yet. Not to say you all are not a good listener, but not my ideal listener. I am a good listener myself. I can sit there all day long listening your story while I remain passive. I really can.
Jokaar is my ideal listener. Although he sometimes make me look like a fool, but I never care what other people view me. I am a strong believe in my own FREEWILL. As long as I did not interfere with your freewill, I will do what I like. After all, social environment make me to create Jokaar. Maybe some of you think I need to see a psychiatrist, but I can tell you I am fine. As I have said, Jokaar is just a mechanism to assist me when I am DDDS. But lately, I found out that when I am nervous, it will also be active. Haha…
If I am remember it correctly, he has remain passive since Oct till Dec. Until Dec, as you have read the Resurrection Part 1, he appeared again, more frequently. I think he knows that I need him. Thank you.
Ok, this chapter makes me crazy in your mind. Again, I don’t really care. Read on! :p.
When I arrived to UK, I still greet people with the name Vincent. I fell in loved with Vincent. I am obsesses with Yo-Yo before I arrived in UK. I will play yoyo anywhere in the street, anytime. Then my friend decided to call me Yo-Yo instead of Vincent. Then this Yo-Yo came in place. Well, it is still Vincent, just known as Yo-Yo.
Some of my friend in UK also knows about Jokaar. At first, they were shock, felt weird and stuff. But later on, it was just a crazy joking Vincent :p. No one cares liao. So I can freely interact with this friend of mine.
In the Uni, the lecturers will call me Joe, since Vincent is not my official name. I told them I am Vincent but they prefer to call me Joe. “Why get another name when you already have one?” said Cliff Brown, my Module Tutor. Fine. Still I prefer Vincent.
Until I worked in McDonalds, I am beginning to let go the name Vincent. There, they will call me Joe. This is because Joe is my official name. Everyone call me Joe. From here, I started to be obsessed with my original name. Joe. What a nice name which I stopped using it for a long time. When I was in Durham, I used the name Joe to book table. I called an ambulance with the name Joe. I called a cab with the name Joe. I told everyone my name is Joe. Only Henry, Adrian, John, Charis, and Eda still call me Vincent. I have told them to call me Joe from now on. Dunno if they can do it or not :p Well nvm.
Joe, I wanted to install a new personality into Joe. I have forgotten who Joe is. Joe is someone I have really put away when I was known as Vincent. I plan to used Joe as a new me. I will be myself back, a new me, the original me, Joe.
A beginning for Joe…
PS: Vincent will still be here. Jokaar as well. Just adding a new guy called Joe...or maybe merging Vincent and Jokaar into the original Joe? No one knows including me...perhaps God?
Jokaar is my ideal listener. Although he sometimes make me look like a fool, but I never care what other people view me. I am a strong believe in my own FREEWILL. As long as I did not interfere with your freewill, I will do what I like. After all, social environment make me to create Jokaar. Maybe some of you think I need to see a psychiatrist, but I can tell you I am fine. As I have said, Jokaar is just a mechanism to assist me when I am DDDS. But lately, I found out that when I am nervous, it will also be active. Haha…
If I am remember it correctly, he has remain passive since Oct till Dec. Until Dec, as you have read the Resurrection Part 1, he appeared again, more frequently. I think he knows that I need him. Thank you.
Ok, this chapter makes me crazy in your mind. Again, I don’t really care. Read on! :p.
When I arrived to UK, I still greet people with the name Vincent. I fell in loved with Vincent. I am obsesses with Yo-Yo before I arrived in UK. I will play yoyo anywhere in the street, anytime. Then my friend decided to call me Yo-Yo instead of Vincent. Then this Yo-Yo came in place. Well, it is still Vincent, just known as Yo-Yo.
Some of my friend in UK also knows about Jokaar. At first, they were shock, felt weird and stuff. But later on, it was just a crazy joking Vincent :p. No one cares liao. So I can freely interact with this friend of mine.
In the Uni, the lecturers will call me Joe, since Vincent is not my official name. I told them I am Vincent but they prefer to call me Joe. “Why get another name when you already have one?” said Cliff Brown, my Module Tutor. Fine. Still I prefer Vincent.
Until I worked in McDonalds, I am beginning to let go the name Vincent. There, they will call me Joe. This is because Joe is my official name. Everyone call me Joe. From here, I started to be obsessed with my original name. Joe. What a nice name which I stopped using it for a long time. When I was in Durham, I used the name Joe to book table. I called an ambulance with the name Joe. I called a cab with the name Joe. I told everyone my name is Joe. Only Henry, Adrian, John, Charis, and Eda still call me Vincent. I have told them to call me Joe from now on. Dunno if they can do it or not :p Well nvm.
Joe, I wanted to install a new personality into Joe. I have forgotten who Joe is. Joe is someone I have really put away when I was known as Vincent. I plan to used Joe as a new me. I will be myself back, a new me, the original me, Joe.
A beginning for Joe…
PS: Vincent will still be here. Jokaar as well. Just adding a new guy called Joe...or maybe merging Vincent and Jokaar into the original Joe? No one knows including me...perhaps God?
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